Heart broken

if a couple always cannot meet and see each other, i don't think that still consider a couple. That is mean that the one is not in your heart at all. Every time chatting with you, i felt disappointed, not because just chat in short time, but sad because I not able to wait you to say something show you miss me. I understand working life is busy, but what i need just a short time with you, even just a lunch time. But this is hard to happen, until i don know whether I should ask u to find me or find you. And don know whether you like me to find you or not, will disturb you or not. Until I not dare to ask this kind of questions anymore. I cannot blame you, maybe the distance between us is far, is look like from Serdang to PJ is more than 160km. But... if i didn't ask this question, maybe after 6 months or one year later just can get the answer I want. Is suffer to keep everything in heart but cannot shout out. But one day, everything sure will explode out in different expression. So please don't said i so easy to be angry and not consideration.