单方面的爱

单方面付出的爱，只会让人缺乏动力， 很累，真得很累。或许只付出， 没获得回报， 只会让人乏味， 不想据续向前前进。其实，对方的小小付出，可能是我大大的前驶推动力。

Lonely

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my own
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my own
Im so lonely.

Actually, i also don know why sometime i can feel lonely. I have many friends can chat with me, and have many activities can participate, however, I still feel lonely. Maybe i am waiting for someone special to take away the lonely from me, haha... I hope that special people can chat with me and more concern about me, but is hard. I can understand what we doing and i know we need to busy to pursue our life. But i not expect for too much. I just hope receive a greeting for the one i love. You know is how happy can get a sms from the people u love? But for me, is really happy. I always asked that why you don wan sms me (athough i know you are busy). I hope to know what he doing and who he with. Sometime will jeolous that why u have time with other ppls but no time accompany me and either a sms as well. But pls dont blame me, because maybe scorpion ppl is more easy to jeolous gua. haha.... i just try to find some way can make me feel more secure gua... haha... Sometime i also don know why i will feel so unsecure. But i hope what i did wont make you feel troublesome or disturbant. haha...

At the beginning of love is so sweet and so happy that i cant imaging. You will feel so 'xing fu'. But why the sweet and happy period so short just cause by facing the future life of a human. Human must face the reality that wat should do and wat shouldnt do. Time will bring anything gone. People will become more and more busy and after that will forget you slowly slowly.

MBPJ Hari Krismas Konsert

The left one is Jaclyn Victor, the winner of the first Malaysian Idol competition held in 2004. She most famous song is 'Gemilang' which she sang also during this concert. Her voice really very good, especially her high key voice, really high and powerful.
The center guy is Patrick Leong, is a very famous vocalist for local and international singers including Siti Nurhaliza, Sheila Majid, Wang Lee Hom and so on....
The last one is Juwita Suwito, I don know her actually, but her voice very powerful. She is singer and also vocalist.

Dr. Joanne Yeoh is phD Holder in music. She has performed alongside HK artistes such as Jacky Cheung, Alan Tam and David Tao in their concert tours worldwide. She got awards like The Outstanding Young Malaysian Award in 2004 and Martell's Rising Personality Award 2008. She currently lectures at UPM and sits in the panel of music examiners for the esteemed Trinity Guildhall London Examination Board. She played music with her nice violin and very well and professional. Thats why she become my friend's idol... haha...

This concert is organized by MBPJ from PKR. Thats why invoived a bit of political issue... especially the speech of Teresa Kok. haha....

Conclusion, This is a good and meaningful Christmas Concert.

not happy...

if the person u love , love other ppl , don like u, what u will do? and what u should do? Just give up? or....? i try to bless to them, but y i still very sad heard what they do? sometime i really very hate myself, y i not so ugly, y i not more handsome a bit. Really dont know wat can i do? i oredi try my best to improve my look, but still not able to make people fall in love with me. haiz.... so funny rite?
haha... Actually i trying to give up, but is hard, but no give up oso must give up, cos the person don love u! LOVE really cannot be forced. I trying bless them , but who know wat my heart thinking? who can know i m sad? who come to bless me? but i think there are nobody know....

long time no write blog oredi. For me , only i sad and feel lonely just feel wan write something in my blog.
Dont know y, i always feel lonely and keeping ask ' why the people i love, but dont love me; the people i dont love, but love me' . Why i cant find one i love and tat ppl oso love me? Haiz.... so ... fannnn....
Don know y be like tat, isit i not handsome? or i m not concern enought? haiz...
if the ppl love me, then i oso love , then good lo.... haha..... mayb i not so lucky gua....

Genting Highland Trip, 040109

这次去云顶的感觉很不一样, 做了很多在云顶的"第一次".

"第一次"进出赌场那么多次, 一直进赌场放卡, 喝免费的饮料.
"第一次"下注赌博, 用五零吉赢了四十零吉, 太幸运了,呵呵.....
"第一次"在云顶住 First World Hotel, 风景很美,可是却看不到,因为雾太浓了.
"第一次"在云顶打Bowling.
"第一次"在云顶唱k, 那边的karaoka好差哦. 歌不够多, mic 不好, 食物又不好吃.

我去过这么多次云顶, 这次真得令我很开心, 很难忘.

Genting Trip - 4/1/09-6/1/09 (2)

Be A Star Karaoka, Genting...













好美的风景哦。。。。。
































清水寺。。。。















清水寺。。。

Genting Trip - 4/1/09-6/1/09

Tan Sri Goh Tong 的陵墓。。。
好漂亮的Orkid....who know what is this..... haha....my friend and me...


















play bowling at Genting.... hehe...